who and where am i?
why is this world full of arguments? arguments on who is right and who is wrong? i thought we all know that nobody is perfect in this world? or have we simply forgotten and thinks that we are perfect? there are so much going on about responsibility, it all leads back to "you did not tell me so". not having any black and white will just means suicide. can this world turn without shifting responsibility? or is it just the world i am in is like that? how? having to hear all these problems pollutes my mind. i cannot think clear. i cannot even come out with something innovative. i think i need to move on. this is not what i want to be doing. gosh~!
humans here are so different, they forgets and are usually unappreciative about how people have helped in the past and only remembers of your wrong doings now. i really need to take a breather, see the real world. i don’t remember it being so dirty and polluted. i know its dirty but seeing it up close is disgusting. i am just not motivated anymore. i need to feel love and get excited about things again. its like i have lost my senses here. when will i get the slap in my face to ask me to get back to being me?
