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this is difficult.

i though it will be a breeze.

until i was talking to my close colleagues today.

i suddenly felt that i will definitely miss talking to them.

hmmmm…

this is really a mixed feeling.

i keep getting like butterflies in my stomach.

guessed that its because of the "yeah! i quit!" and "sob.. i will missed ya!" feelings.

i have to keep telling myself to take deep breathes

if not i think i will get hiccups.

haha.

" The friendship that can cease has never been real." - Saint Jerome -

to all who are out to support me :

thank you all…

i am really glad that i have so many people i can call friends who is supporting silently behind me.

though "silent" but great strength its providing me.

just wanna give each and everyone of you a hug and a kiss…

missed ya all… =)

to people who are out to hurt me :

i am not afraid of you.

i will not be tempered and withered because of you.

i will survive and grow to be an even stronger person.

thank you as well for letting me learn the cruelty of life.

A reminder for myself for being a piece of shit on 6/14/2006.

• always remember to be focus and know what you want

(don’t find excuse for loosing focus, pull yourself together and get back on track quickly)

• once done cannot be undone

(u have nobody to blame for being stupid or not focus when needed to, just do it and get over and done with, Next time, take your time and think before u decide or agree to something)

• others gossip and twist facts

(don’t take it too hard, its their mouth u can’t control it, just shut your ears and do your part)

• do not cross over your boundary

(do not be silly, there’s no pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, wake up!! people DO NOT appreciate)

If i had learned these pointers earlier, i will not feel so shity today.

What an experience!

ha.

Time to grow up and move on.

You deserve better.

"In reality, people only look at your flaws and keep pointing at them." - Wei Teng-