i displan.
why do things not turn out as planned.
i displan.
why do people not go along as planned.
i displan.
why do humans like to not follow plans as they were planned.
i displan.
i am a control freak.
i displan.
if things turned out not as planned.
i displan.
i freak out.
i displan.
this is not good.
i displan.
help.
i displan.
i party hard.
i work hard so that i can party hard.
i am blind.
blind by the ugliness of humans.
blind by the speech of humans.
blind by the skin of humans.
blind by the touch of humans.
blind by the paintings of humans.
i am blind.
i hate plans.
plans always don’t work the way it should be.
plans are always distrupted by other plans.
other plans are always messed up by bigger plans.
so
why do we plan?
when plans will change.
why do we plan?
when plans are already made with bigger ones.
why do we plan?
when u know it will be distrupted.
why do we plan?
when somebody up there already planned for the things that happened to happen.
why do we plan?
i hate.
i hate women with BIG mouths who just can’t shut them up.
i hate.
i hate women who are SELFISH who just think of themselves.
i hate.
i hate women and ME being one of their kind.
i hate.
i hate WOMEN?
i hate.
i hate MYSELF?
i hate.
do we set goals to achieve?
or
do we set goals to push ourselves further?
will we achieve our goals?
or
do we keep changing our goals so as that we will never achieve?
when will it ever end?
or
when does it beings?
i missed.dessim i
i missed school.
i missed being with my friends.
i missed laksa.
i missed StarBucks.
i missed loving myself.
i missed pempering myself.
i missed dolling up.
i missed time.
i missed.dessim i
i see.ees i
i feel.leef i
i reflect.tcelfer i
i reflect on things done that cannot be undone.
i reflect on things that can be done better.
i reflect.tcelfer i
i feel.leef i
i see.ees i
i walk.klaw i
i run.nur i
i swim.miws i
i snowboard.draobwons i
i fall.llaf i
ouch!.!hcuo
i forget.tegrof i
i dun rememeber.rebememer nud i
i have forgotten how fragile human lives are.
i have forgotten how weak human minds are.
i dun rememeber.rebememer nud i
i forget.tegrof i
